For him... by Tijanica

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Tell me that I wasted all my time

Tell me that your love is not really mine

Tell me, I want to hear it from you

You destroyed everything inside me…what more can you do?

The time is up; I was too good for us

All that I was given was, without one word, breakups

Neither you or your conscious was real

For you…everything was some kind of deal

Tears are gone, soul and heart are empty

And I am still here… despite everything…

Silence is the worst thing in our talking

I feel like I am falling down instead of walking

My steps are firm just inside my head

Please, be quiet…you don’t have a clue how I felt…

Between your words, thousand lies are hidden

Between your hugs, hands in the pockets was all that I was given

Inside your look some other profile was loved

Inside your arms some other heart was held…

,, enough,, was word that I erased because of you

Because of you I lied myself like you, too

Because of you I am incapable for loving again

I am incapable for being loved… just for feeling pain…

 

Because of you I was walking with my eyes closed

Because of you I was, to reject everybody, forced

Because of you a thought about us was my every day

My every day because of you is just like yesterday…

 

Do you know how it feels when you have to smile all the time?

Do you know how it feels when somebody is in every inch of your spine?

Do you know how it feels when you are all the time cruel?

I know… because of you…

 

When I first saw you…do you remember?

One dance and look right in the eyes…you were so clever

Some lines and touch of your eyes

In that moment I didn’t knew that my eyes will cry

The moonlight was there with the stars that we talked about

Gently smile and that a kiss… I was stunned

Everything was perfect…just a way that you planed

But the timing was wrong…you were not counting on that…

 

Do you know that I really waited for you?

Do you know that even when I hanged up I was still loving you?

You should knew better… and not to throw all mistakes on me

You knew better… you just were not interested…

You were beautiful layer and you still are

Just walking around and not caring when you leave a scar 

Beautiful layer…you were part of my human bean

You and me had something… on my face it was seen

The happiness when I see your eyes

Eyes that will remain in me even thou they were spies

I still have a habit to see throw you like throw closed doors

Thinking about you I live like my every day chores

Despite everything… in my every song you are every word

In my life you will be somebody…despite time and whole world

I am learning to play on a safe side when you are near

Because of you for a life time… somebody’s ,, I love you,, I don’t want to hear…

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